If I were in you I would hate me too.
I was terribly unfeeling towards you.
What you saw in me, I will never know.
In finding you, I found myself.
You brought the best out of me.
You were the best of me.
You showed me what it is like to be truly loved.
Like a fool I took it for granted.
At the first sign of trouble I walked away.
I thought I was sparing you disappointment.
I was not worthy of your love.
I was a fool, only concerned about looking out for number one.
Thoughts of past disappointments started to overshadow my happiness.
Overthinking was my downfall.
I succumbed to my fears, my pride got the best of me.
We were great together, perfect even.
That time I came to see you, your face was a picture.
Your reaction was priceless; it was a magical moment.
I will forever treasure that, though I fear it will never happen again.
We made countless precious moments.
Sometimes I lay awake just reminiscing about all those priceless moments.
I was truly happy; we were happy and madly in love.
In hindsight, I should have done better.
For starters, I should have let you have your say.
After all we were in it together, I was selfish.
My ego got the best of me.
Instead of finding a solution, I found an exit.
From the bottom of my heart I am truly sorry.
I am not the man I thought I was, I broke your heart.
I take responsibility for my actions.
The one thing I promised to keep safe.
I betrayed our love by letting it wither away.
You gave me your heart and your trust, I took it for granted.
There is nothing worse than that.
My fate is sealed I do not deserve your forgiveness.
If I were you I would hate me too.